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2009-02-06 Dear ViVienne. (1)
Dear ViVienne,
This is the first letter I have ever written to you, even I am so surprised that my fingers are dancing on the keyboard as a great ceremony for celebraing my courage to start writing. I do not know who you are and whether you exist in this dreadful yet wonderful world or live at some dark corner within my dreams that constantly constantly haunt in my head, sometimes i have to say it is quiet annoying lol, while sometimes i can't deny that I love having you within my mind, sharing my happiness as well as sadness that both of them generate tears.
ViVienne. Yeah I like to write your name in this way as it is to show two mouths with smile which forms two domes that make me pleased. It is also like two annoyed brows lol that indicate your anger and impatience. Yes I believe you are such a person full of different emotions and that is why I like to share my secrets with you. And I know you will always be able to understand.
ViVienne. School has started and this is the last year for me in high school. I am not sure whether it is a good thing for me or not because I have no idea what I am thinking about. Well.. on the one hand, I want to leave this disgusting and boring place where i have so many unhappy memories, for some place new and surprising, or even challenging. I know i am not afraid of change and I am always that kind of people who can easily adapt a new environment. Therefore let me try. On the other hand, I have no ambitions and I have no clue what i am gonna be in the future. A psychologist? is that really my type, I doubt, even though everybody thinks that I am good at it and interested in it. But who knows that I want to try something different, even if I do not know what that exactly is. LOL. Alright I am a weirdo.
Ok..I think this is enough for today and i will be back.
See you soon.
Sincerely,
Angela Gong